I just wanna be cute with a guy ok is that so much to ask? Really, what don’t I have that everyone else has? Yeah, I’m comparing. But what difference does it make? I’m not skinny, my hair isn’t perfect, my personality is shit. That fear of being alone and never finding anybody is real. What if I don’t find someone or someone won’t find me? I just want a guy who is going to do everything in his power to make me happy, but right now, it’s not happening, and it makes me really, really sad.